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Rainbow Over My Eyes

 

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Apparently, I had finished watching JDrama: 1 Litre of Tears. Awww, it was really a touching story. I cried really hard and I can feel the pain inside my chest as I forced myself to hold back the tears. It was just too painful. The last time I cried badly when I'm watching Grave of the fireflies. I even crying in my sleep. I don't know since when I've become a soft-hearted. Ah, I know. It was back in when I had lost my kitten. That was the first time I feel how beautiful life is. I see life as though is different from other prespective. I can feel the warmth and tenderness inside me as I treasured the moment I had with my cat. I feel like an increadibly affectionate injected throughout my body. What I had experienced back then is something couldn't express by any words in this world, enough said.

Therefore, let's just continue with I liter of tears. I bet everyone knows it based on true story of a Japanese girl named Aya kito, who had spinocerebellar Degeneration when she was 15 years old, and was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25 years old. She kept writing her diary to remember her experiences until she could no longer hold a pen and on a top of that, she wants to remind herself to not give up. I was captivated by her courage's so last night I did some google of her just in case, I might find anything about her and I stumbled across her diary. It was made by he/her fan's, I suppose because I can see clearly the writer address herself as Ayafan. I wanted to thank whoever he/she is for translating aya's diary (since the diary is not available in english version. There is only Japanese and chinese version). But last night I just took a single glance into it because it was already late and I don't think I could finished reading it in time. So, today I'd be able to read some of it (and still reading it). It's just too beautiful but I think I made a mistake by reading it in the middle of watching the finale episode of the drama. I was just too bothered by real story of Aya and the drama. I lost towards the end of the story as I know Asou is non-existed in real life. It was just added because it was aya's wish to be in love with somebody. I'm glad I just read the diary while I was watching the finale episode. I don't think I could feel the story if I know the truth but it doesn't matter neh? the matter is how Aya working really hard to live on. Just in case, anyone who are interested in reading her diary could check the links provided below translated by different person.

[Diary 1] [Diary 2]

p/s: I need to watch something funny & hilarious to get rid this somewhat gloomy and awkward feelings of me

 

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