Rainbow Over My Eyes

Taw yo-eel

Phewww, lots and lots of shocking news in a short amount of time that hard to keep up after one to another Tch, as if I care =) I can't swallow all of them one by one and I already can hardly believe to what I have to believe. Things just happened as it is, leave it there. Besides, I knew this would happened sooner or later. Chyeahh! ^-^v

Ok, snap that out of it

I finally got my own mp3 player. I know it's not that expensive and fancy one but I'm still happy. Ninong bought it as a birthday present last 2 days. I can always buy one for me but I just don't really like to have thing I'm dying for so much easily. I don't know the right words but all I can say is I love presents. Just give me a present already oh *anticipating* =p

Ah, right I also got myself some of korean books. I never knew that reading hangul is so much easy than chinese or japanese. I don't know why but I can't seem to understand mandarin a bit. I can't even pronounce the word correctly. As much as I want to learn it, I'd ended up arguing with my mother since mandarin is her forte. I just feel discouraged and I stopped and turn to learn hangul instead which is I found very interesting and fun to learn. I can seem to read hangul pretty well but it took times to read the whole sentences o.O I'll just have to getting familiarize with the alphabets and the rest, I guess. So, this very recent I'm totally so hooked up with Epik high's songs. Basically, I've never loved this kind of hip-hop/rap music but after hearing some of their's I started to love them eversince. Literally their songs, not them =.=

Ahh, I don't know what else to jot down. I'll just stop here and see if I have something to blog later.

p/s: All my clothes seem to be over sized on me. Am I getting smaller or it's just the clothes getting bigger? o.O

My heart just dropped a bit by reading an article about 영웅재중 ;( I can't believe nor want to believe what I've just read. I'm sure such a weirdo, 바부, 미 치 ㄴ or whatsoever you may call it. I'm just too bothered by the 키스 차 ᄋ Yah, 바부! wake up. Stop being 바부 cuz you already A-R-E. 바부 바부 바부 바부 맘, I feel like singing now (a sad love song, perhaps). I just lost my urm, let see 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 love. Yah, it's 8 already!!! uwaaaaaa~ I can feel my heart breaking into pieces now. It's really breaking my heart to see my heart break into pieces. lol am I retarded or something to adore such a big star that much?

...stupid much huh?

sure it is! lol I think I fell in love with him HAHA I can't believe I just type that! out of zillion men in this earth he's the one I want, 영웅재중 what a joke...!

Ahh, I'm feeling better now ^-^v

Ok, Now let's make some short random review

This is my fave song in Tvxq 4th album. Sounds like shopping mall music =) puts me in the mood for shopping lol. Speaking of which, I'll be out for shopping with my sis this afternoon :D

Tvxq:Crazy love

Ah, right a sad love song too (for the heart broken thingy earlier) =p

Tvxq: Why did I fall in love with u

There is an incident I would never ever forget for the rest of my life, so far or let's just add this one to the list I've already had. I'd burst out of laughing each time I think about that embarrassing incident. I hate to think it back again yet I couldn't help myself from keep on thinking about it repeatedly.

It was last night,

I don't know why do I suddenly got goosebumps all of sudden, lol. It's not like I'm gonna tell a horror story or something o.O

Ok, so the incident happened when I started to pick up my sister's phone call I always did that and I even read her text messages (not partially but wholly) so I guess I got cursed that day. Ah, it was from ninong. She had no idea who was on the line that time, she thought it was era. She just gave era another task after another which is to download full k-drama of goong. I knew it was from her friend's request. They did that every time, keep on asking to download everything on the net EVERYDAY. I really mean it when I emphasized the word everyday. Without any prior notice I suddenly raised my voice up and pretended to be so pissed off and started to babbling some random things. It was just an act, I swear. It was just like I was playing dumb with her like I did everyday. I keep on spatting stupid things in one breath until she suddenly cut me off "Hello, siapa ni? Dilla?" and I just answered "ya!" and she suddenly "Oh, ingatkan era. Sorry, salah nombor" I was shocked because she didn't have to be too polite because I know her very well so I just leave it there.

After couple of minutes she called back and this time I was not in the mood to pick up the call so era was the one who did that. As she answered the phone she started to laugh and it built up my curiosity then suddenly she passed on the phone to me. I almost faint out of shock and disbelief of what I just heard from ninong. She told me that everyone has heard me while ago because she put the loudspeaker on which means they've heard E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G. Feel like my cheeks were burning up, I'm so embarrass at the moment. Ninong said everyone but I don't what the exact number maybe 1, 2, 3 or the whole office??? all of them? and I just recited bad things about them live and clear lol. They're all aware of who Dilla is aish, why didn't ninong just said it was BoA kwon or Kim Jaejoong or Bill Gates (Edited) instead. How stupid can I get? that was the stupidest things I've ever done. Serve me right eh?

As I know that I have done something stupid and embarrassing I started to feel guilty at the same time. I really didn't mean what I have just said, I was just fooling around and saying some random stuff but things happened. As I think back about that incident I started to laugh and era told me to stop because she was afraid of what have got to me. I already told my mum about it and she also bursted out of laughing. I guess I said too much that time. I learn my lesson now

I'm winglin-ing A-G-A-I-N o.O

I'm crazy about fanfic and there is a story (err, two actually) that have caught my attention last night. It's a new story and still updating but the good thing is the author is updating the story like EVERYDAY ^-^ Thank you for not being a cliff hanger <3

To speak my heart out, I'm so happy these days. Maybe it's a payback time for those unpredictable and horrible not-so-good day, I guess. I'm excited over everything and everything seems to be in my way now. I'm excited about my mission-possible plan, I'm excited of KBS is now airing TVXQ almost on every shows lately, I'm excited to learn that Lee Jun Ki never had any plastic surgery (it's just too random) and to make it less exaggerate, I'm just too happy for myself ~.~

Because of my deep interest in korean language so I'm planning on taking korean class during this school break along with my little sister. I'm gonna use my own money to pay the fee and so does my sister. I already warned her no PAMA (father and mother) loans because it was her idea in the first place so bear it. Woah, are we going to settled down in korea? am I going to marry jaejoong oppa by all means?! now tell me, how retard can I get?

Recently, I'm hooked up with this one beautiful Korean series program called Screening Humanity. Yep, it's all about humanity and by any chance I'd followed the story of Carlos, (Australian) his wife (Pure korean) and their newborn baby named Dante (He is so cute!). This story about how these two people adopting to their new husband-and-wife life, tolerating to each other, helping, living as a family etc. It was just too beautiful to be described. I've learnt so much about living, korean, affection, people, feelings, and the world, perhaps. I felt like I want to have my own baby everytime I'm watching it O.o jongmal. Unfortunately, I never knew it'd ended so soon. I thought I would have the chance to see the baby until he reaches you know 1 year or so? :( I need to see the baby! Somehow, it has ended and hopefully they'll live happily ever after. I'm looking forward for the the new episode of screening humanity ^-^

I think it's not too late to wish all muslim SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. Only this time I've got the chance to wish all the muslim readers and netizens out there hari raya since I had trouble with internet connection these couple of weeks. Even so, this year hari raya wasn't anything as I anticipated. I don't know, everything seems to be inverted. None of what had happened ever crossed my mind. I really feel I've been left out and isolated which is I HATE IT. If I did something wrong just let me know so I won't be the only one who's dumbfounded. I wasn't planning to drag all those bad memories so let just end it here :) Once again, selamat hari raya maaf zahir & batin and Happy 23rd birthday to me, I'm a grown up girl now so be a big girl and big girls don't cry :)